"What i have created" by Thomas Springer
I continue to attempt the impossible
Granting selfwill control over things
That only a power greater than I should have
Tho I know from my past experenience
I still refuse to allow what is to be
In a vain attempt to grant myself some pleasure
Refusing the gifts that are granted to live my own desire
Without faith in what may be coming
I hold on to the mist of self
Believing I can do what only a God may dare
I suffer on with the thought that this time it will be different
This path of destruction brings sorrow
Yet I hold on with all I am till there is nothing left
Shattered by the falseness of my fate
For I granted it to myself while I closed my eyes to the beauty around me
Now in this contempt I wallow
Waiting to be saved from my actions
From this very source I have turned away from daily
Because I wish for something other than what I have created
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